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upwards coma skydiveescape through the cloudsdance on wings of a planeinverse skydive to the starsnever to return againtaste the sound of freedomfeel the colours of the fallwrapped all around youbut not really there at allreflect hope in the eyesof lives long ago pasta race to the beginningdon't want to be the lastnever too late to let gothere is no real curefor this blissful comaeveryone must endure
is that thunder?is that thunder or just a planepromising freedom i'll never ownso comes the day i am left alonenever to face failure againrun, jump and fly awayforgetting things the people saidthere's a change coming todayand a rush of blood to the headtsunami of cloud envelops abovethe sky an endless ocean of golda secret place never spoken ofit's just the stars we're toldthe sun ain't something we can't fly to.what would the people say if they knew?reverie whispers in my earguiding me to the rainbows endnot scared to die alone herehelp a betraying heart to mendi look into their eyes and seea hatred of what i becamewhen the only help i had was meended up lost in my own gameis that a plane or lightning abroadthe bitter memory of a darker pastlive each day like it is my lastthis blissful light is never fraud
Failure is sweetlet's play word associationrunning words in circlesbecause regardless of the beginningit always ends up atthe boyeverything i doreminds meof how things werehow it used to bebefore i fucked it upmake your excuseskeep shifting the blame butit's never your faultonly minewhat am iwithout what we werethe answer is nothingbecause it never wasfor i failedfrom the very beginningthere is no hopethere is no lightagain and againi will always fail everyonei failed my parentsand my best friendseven people i'll never knowand all the hearts i brokewill never really healmaybe i'd be better offat the bottom of a streamor the oceaneaten by something unnamedbut nothat's failingand funerals aren't cheapneither are hollow tearsbecause you never careddid yousweetheart
know me notwordscut into my heart and fleshglow as your hands,now bloodstained,gently trace fresh scarsleft in my displayof self-worth.breathe life energy into meas i continue tobleed it out,for i can't livewithout it;i can't live withoutyou.make real the impossible,make me feelbeautiful,because i'll only be ugly meif you aren't around.bring light to my life,surround me ina rainbowof your love;for no other rainbow couldever be as bright,seen through this pitted gazeof mine.sing to me, sweetyour voice is music.all day i heargrating chatterfrom my own throat,it burns meuntil i lay silent just to listento you speak;were it nonsensei would not care.you don't see me like I do,all the imperfectionsare meaningless.you say an angelresides tucked under the skin,someone i have yet to find;but i believe youfor i know you'd never lie,not to me.i need to wake upfrom my nightmare,but waking up is knowingwho i really am.wake me up,'cause you know me, love.you
i used to stand...i used to stand on top of the world,the only people that matteredto mewere the ones thati meant something to.i used to want nothing morethan to be toldhow special i am;but i'm not, am i.depending on people onlydrags me down.now tears come all too easy,and no-one matters to meexcept the few who would never leave;but everyone goes,in the end life pulls us apart.i still want nothing morethan to be told i am mebut without those liesi will survive.it is not their choice, but mineas to whether i liveor die.
barbed wire safety netmy safety net is barb wire,a knife-edge limb my only supportit's barely enough to seelet alone stand on,buti'm only borderline scared.ripped to pieces wheni fallcouldn't be any worsethan how i am now.it's hard to smile whendreams are shatteredby the very people who raised meto have them.as my new-found confidenceis flattened i'm leftmore petrified than before;the only people i let helpare the ones whowould rather have never known mebad luck doesn't exist;just pretend it's not therethen it leaves you be,go annoy someone else.so as i balanceon invisible hope iwon't look down for barbed wirecan't keep me safe;not being able to fallwill keep me alive insteadmake a choice;one i already made long agowhen i had to decideto live in fear of dyingor to die,knowing i have won.make a choice;and hope you pick right'cause changing your mindis more hurt than it's worth.
weekends..they don't know why i smilethey can't see my half-lies.see the world as upside downto see the truth as whole.silent tears cried every night,they wonder why i don't singin the shower, no difference betweensalt or chemicals in water.happiest when left alonethere's no one else around;i can't be anyone they hatei'll only be the real me.silence may be gold but tarnishedi'd say how much i love you sobut you keep running from this truthto watch you leave, it hurts,oh it hurts.
OneLook in your mirror. Tell me what you see.Do you see... somebody that needs to lose a few pounds? somebody scarred? somebody with too many flaws? somebody just plain average? somebody who you don't want to be?I'll tell you what I see when I look at your reflection.I see... somebody that would be underweight if any slimmer. somebody that has faced life's hardships. somebody that has flaws that make them that much more perfect. somebody that is so very unique. somebody that looks every bit themselves as they can.But it wouldn't matter if you were what you see or what you really are. Everybody dies. But the person you are inside will live on forever. Every thought, every dream. Your body is there to support who you are, to give form and life to those very thoughts and dreams. you are one. not someone. not anyone. you